tragic love

It's killing me from the inside

and I know it's killing you too;

The hate is too much for me to endure

I can't stand the hate no more.

Release me from the fatal strangling

and  let me be where there is love & hope too;

If no such place exist then take away my soul in a blow

because i can't stand the hate no more.

I know there's love hidden somewhere below 

but seems like the blood has clotted too thick for u to know;

And the love is already settled too low below to realize 

That you can't stand the hate no more.

So please release the love we have forgotten

or it will be lost somewhere forever and more;

Then hate will rule all over our tiny hearts till our last breath

only then we'll realize that we can't stand the hate no more...

My wild child phase...

The girl within me is kinda fickle minded
so stubborn and young 
and quite a handful sometimes,
she goes through certain phases
every now and again.




A few years back after a dreadful incident
she decided to turn into a typical bad ass teen
she got into trouble in every step she took
did nasty things to anyone she could,
she always dressed in black and craved for dangerous things
and imagined herself in a wild teenage film.


Then one fine morning she looked in a mirror
and couldn't see anymore the true one that was in her
a girl with infinite hopes and dreams 
the one that inspite of everything believed in her;
This was my wild child phase and is very dear to me

because this is what helped me become what is now me.

inspired...

Little things inspire me a lot.... Just by watching a simple video or listening to a song e.t.c I become emotional and in most cases even cry :) Here is a song which makes me feel good by just listening to it ;) It's the song Beautiful - Christina Aguilera. I had actually forgotten about this song but fortunately came across it watching Glee. Anyways check out this video again n hope it inspires you all like it had inspired me :)

Bitter sweet dreams...

They say that the fruit of patience is really sweet,

but I seem to have no patience of late.

It's like I suddenly know what's ahead,

bitter truth is so much better,

than a poison of lie really sweet.

I am done waiting for the sweet dreams

dreamt by you to come true.

So done waiting cause now i've realized

It was never my dream but yours;

which was too good to for me and you.

So please let me have a dream of my own,

a dream not as cool as yours

but something with which i can live through .

It may not be perfect like yours

but enough to keep me happy in a world of my own.

Unspoken words...

When i was small,tiny and without care,
there was a person who loved me like i was rare;
he filled me with happiness and also taught me to share
to live in peace and not feel afraid to dare.

As i grew up all young and unaware
and faced all the problems too hard to bear
I forgot that he was always there,
to remind me that i can always dare.

Then one day he was suddenly nowhere
he had gone away to a land without snare.
It was only then i realized something i couldn't bear
that i had never thanked him or told him i care.

My Final Prayer - "This is the first poem i wrote"

I'am losing my faith,

I'am giving up on you

I'am giving in to the darkness

that was meant to be vanished by you.

In my heart there's never ending pain

my thoughts want to believe in you

but creeping into me is sadness all because of you.

When i was lonely and filled with despair,

all i thought of was you.

When i was crying and blue

my only hope was on you.

Yet you never showed me the way,

or the rainbows after the rain.

but still all i thought of was you.

After all these years of suffering and pain,

I've but realized time has not gone in vain

though you never ever showed up,

never even told me you care

still i keep on hoping that

you will finally show me the way.

oh god this is my final prayer.

A tiny introduction...

Hello all...

   well this is the first time I'am doing this so please bear with me :) I created this blog to basically express myself which I think is very essential for everyone. It will include my poems, pictures, any any random cool thing that may entertain inspire me... hmmmm i think this much description is enough for now. Any kind of suggestions.. comments will be most welcome! PeAcE